Monday, April 19, 2010!
HandWritten on; 12:14 AM
"Life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend, and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all long that you’ve been loved. You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and are glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you."i know im going to feel happy that im living life soon, even though it really does suck (mostly due to sucky school) but to me nothing's more important than being happy, really. your grades can suck and all cause you know those capdamnhigh people out there may not be living a life/may not be having real friends/may not have even experienced true joy and laughed till their tummies ache. at the end of the day, at the end of their life, they are just gonna be damn sorry they wasted it all on some books and notes. recently, i keep pondering over the meaning of life. whats the point of all these??? making yourself suffer cause we believe in that we will have a better future, but for all we know the future of work and work and more work is probably just gonna suck. so why waste your time when you're at the peak of your youth?
let me choose and i'll pick happiness over anything. but of course i believe in there being a balance. (: maybe a slightlytilted balance (for me), but still, a balance. (:
there's only one chance at life, and WE ARE GOING TO LIVE IT.